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If you have
ever driven to the Grand Canyon, you are keenly aware of what a visceral shock
it is. Weve all seen the photographs of the tremendous gorge, but that
is not what is actually shocking. Even standing at the brink and looking in
is awesome, but the shock has already passed. The shock comes from driving
across the lovely but expected landscape of northern Arizona - rolling hills,
plateaus, and forests - then coming up to a railing and confronting this frighteningly
abrupt change in the land. It shocks even when we are expecting it. It was
nearly incomprehensible to the Spaniards who were the first Europeans to see
it. When we look in today, the Canyon is certainly beautiful in its stark
reality, but it is also disconcerting and dangerous.
As I went through the process of transitioning out of my Christian beliefs,
I read and wrote, thought and discussed, played with this idea and that, but
even so, I did not see it coming. All my learning had brought me inexorably
to the moment of ripeness and I suddenly knew that all I had once believed
was untrue. That moment was bracing and thrilling, like having the flat landscape
break off and drop away into hazy and tortured depths. At first, this seemed
disastrous. The roadway ahead was simply gone. I felt the pangs of fear and
despair and wondered about the purpose of my life.
If we have taken this journey to the edge of the canyon and have been bold
and have honestly considered our true and total mortality, what can prevent
us from becoming angry, depressed, or even despairing when we consider the
brevity and apparent pointlessness of our human lives? It would seem that
the single thing we have that is truly our own is our body and the brain that
drives it. Our consciousness is all that we have to rely on.
And yet, we look around us at the world that mankind has made. Our gleaming
cities, our vast libraries of written knowledge, our institutions dedicated
to helping our fellow human beings. There is certainly much in our world that
is unhealthy, unfinished, and even shameful, but the phenomena we call Civilization
is worthy of our acknowledgment and our continued creation. And it is the
world that mankind has made! God did not come down and speak New York City
into being, nor did any other deity create Shakespeares plays or Beethovens
symphonies. We humans did all that. Whatever is good and noble and grand and
emotionally evocative, is of human creation.
The way I found that led me out of my fear and trepidation was to consider
our human consciousness and to begin to consecrate it rather than to consecrate
an unseen deity and ascribe to him, her, or it all the positive values that
we humans have accomplished for ourselves with our own labor and intelligence.
How do we consecrate consciousness? In looking at all that mankind has brought
into being over the last several millennia, I believe it can only be done
through one process - actively creating. The word create can certainly
refer to the making of tangible things of beauty or practicality, but it can
also mean going much deeper and applying the process of creating to our very
lives. If we are engaged in actively creating our lives, we are giving real
value to them. If we are not creating our lives, we are likely caught in an
oscillating trap of reacting to our circumstances.
In Robert Fritzs wonderful book The Path of Least Resistance,
he speaks of a civilization of creators, and states his view that
the creative process has vast implications for forming a new world.
His view of the world does not disallow problems and strife, but teaches a
structure that empowers us to move toward the things we really wish to create,
whether that be an artwork, a thoughtful and progressive government, a valuable
product or invention, or simply people leading fulfilling, creative lives.
It is this vision that I call the consecration of consciousness - the purposed
focussing of our energies and talents to the betterment of our species and
our selves. It comes naturally when the impediments of false self-deprecation
that religions tend to impose on us are removed. It is right for us to take
pride in what men and women have accomplished, and it is our responsibility
and our privilege to continue the creative work in our own lives and in the
society at large.
In Fritzs words again, By your presence on this planet, you make
possible creations that would otherwise not be possible....I cant think
of anything more divine than the creative act.
This, then is the resounding answer to the fear and depression we may feel
at the loss of our former way of thinking or way of life. We can create a
new life and new knowledge and new circumstances for ourselves - we have that
innate power. We can find true joy and fulfillment in these new things, for
we have created them ourselves. It is our right and our nature to do so and
to be proud of our creations.
On one visit to the Grand Canyon, my Dad and I were sitting on the North Rim
on a peaceful day when suddenly a military jet flew over close to the Canyon
and broke the sound barrier. It had been many years since I had heard a sonic
boom, but this was especially wondrous because the Grand Canyon acted as a
reverberating chamber for the sound. It boomed and echoed and roared as if
the hard rock of the Canyon itself had come to life for a moment. Most times,
the Canyon speaks its own soft song, but it was with some amazement and even
enjoyment that I listened as, for a moment at least, Mankind made the Canyon
sing a new song.
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